Yesterday was not the best of days I was having this week, I could barely pull off a genuine smile. I just need your insight /help/clarification on what you'll be reading!.
I have been having sleepless nights for the past week, literally get into bed and close my eyes and then I feel like I am in a space between but I am more aware than I am asleep. And this has been adding to my exhaustion daily, and today is one those days and I cannot seem to pull it together much!
Being in this state for this long has made me feel sort of weak, I do not want to fight. I just want to take refuge instead. My prayer life has not been disturbed in away, my worship and praise are very much at the same standard if not more. I strive to get those involved as much as I can and always with a sincere heart.
God knows what I am going through because I tell him, besides him being Almighty, all knowing and powerful, I let him know.
Is it wrong to not want to fight? Jesus told us to take heart
"I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world." John 16:33.I know that this is brought on by the enemy, but I am not bothered by that because I know where my focus is at, and that is where I shall remain no matter what may come my way!
I guess it is all in the flesh.
When you are feeling weary and weak , what is it that revives you? Do you ask God for strength and energy? and when you don't receive that immediately do you take heart?? Do you trust in the Lord to see you through?
I do hope you don't give up though and turn to other alternatives to relieve yourself. In my case that would be wanting to drink a bottle of wine to put me to sleep but I know I would be opening a can of worms I would not want to do deal with in the future.
Let us know how do you go through this period while trusting in God. Until next post , God bless...